Into the Light (English Edition)
Into the Light, is an erotic sandwich-adventure-come romance, two mini-novellas with a spicy filling of short stories that should titillate and tantalise.
I have tried to ignore my alter-ego and the needs she has, and live as a straight male – I was even married twice, both doomed to failure, because my inner needs were not met. My first wife was appalled when she discovered me wearing her undies and ordered me to promise it wouldn’t happen again. Sadly, a promise that I was incapable of keeping. My second wife was more understanding, even encouraged me to cross-dress completely, so long as it was purely in the privacy of our home.
When we were making love, she adored me in women’s clothes and regularly teased me with the prospect of taking me out as Sophie – the name we had chosen together for my femme-side. But it was all fantasy designed to make me perform better, or to order – she couldn’t understand, having evoked the notion, why I would actually want to go out in public as Sophie, or interact with other like-minded girls. The beginning of the end for us.
Demons have taken charge of my libido and I find myself wanting to know how it would feel being made love to by another ‘girl’. They must be demons, because I am unable to control the desires they instil in me – maybe it is a wish for self-destruction. I still don’t know what drives me, but it is something very powerful that I am prepared to risk everything for.